Seriously, I wanted to cry :(

I've mentioned how I have a 45 minute drive to school. On the way I occassionaly stop to get a Starbucks coffee. Yesterday as I turned into the parking lot I looked over at the Lowe's that is also in the same lot. They have a huge set of windows that were wonderfully decorated with numerous Christmas trees. It's like those Lowe's windows were built just for that. And for a few seconds I honestly thought I was going to cry. The feelings surprised me because yes, I LOVE Christmas but not so much I cry over it. Maybe the thought of having my very own house and being able to decorate it took over. But I seriously almost cried.